.......................................................................................................................................................................................desire.

                involuntarily, i have enabled myself to rid from my emotions
                    by making my mind thoughtless of those feelings
                    and mindless of the going-ons in my surroundings
                    which is not entirely helpful and is starting to make me CRAZY.
                i've been too much of a space cadet lately
                    that made even my mom ask me "whats wrong with you?!"
                    and she knows how out-of-it i can get at times.
                i've been SOBERLY spacing out too much!
                    i gotta get back into the zone.
                    a little rescuing please?
                    ANYBODY?